The ground level - in and out

[Kiyevanie]

Morning

There are days like these... yes, have called in sick on those days either.

[Kiyevanie]

Morning

[Elyris]

Morning

[Kiyevanie]

Morning....

I so "love" having to work on a weekend

[Elyris]

Morning


Oh-je doesn't sound good.

I can also feel the fear of next week rising insode again. But what can I do? Life feels like jail.

[Kiyevanie]

At least this project will be over in the middle of next week - and then I'll have a 10 day vacation. And THEN start that new jobrole - hopefully things are gonna get a bit better from then on or I don't know how to survive those 17 years I still have to work.

[Kiyevanie]

Morning

[Elyris]

Good morning

You go on vacation?

New jobrole?

[Kiyevanie]

Yepp, going on vacation from next Friday on... a week at the sea, to get my head free again.

And I'm slightly switching my jobrole, yeah. Same team, same manager, but less of what I don't like at my current job and a lot more of what I DO like - basically doing graphics.

Back from a family celebration. My cousin was there with his little son, like 11 months old - that little guy is a complete cutie

[Elyris]

Ah, I see I wish I could do this, I wish I had such a chance, I wish that would be me.

Currently I feel like being slowly crushed.

[Elyris]

Monday

[Kiyevanie]

Morning

[Kiyevanie]

Morning... gee, I'm tired...

[Elyris]

Moring

[Kiyevanie]

Morning...

[Elyris]

Back home for now.

I hope this day wasn't a total fail to all of you.

[Elyris]

Good morning

[Kiyevanie]

Good morning

Thank Eywa, it's over for now... project finished and now off for eleven whole days.
There were moments I didn't think I'd make it to now.

[Elyris]

Back home.

Eleven days? I'm a bit jealous, I admit. Got a day-long rethorik seminar tomorrow (means: I have to give a short talk, will be filmed doing that and then someone tells me what is all wrong). I'm less than hyped about this.

[Kiyevanie]

Ugh... that sucks. I've been there, done that. Twice. Watching oneself in that vid is awful. At my first try (during an education after university) I was that nervous that I was talking a mile a minute... sounded like Mickey Mouse on speed Body language was awkward too.
The second try, after several years at job, wasn't much better. At least I had the chance to talk about a "favourite subject" of mine and not a business subject. And we had the chance to bring along things that would make the speech more interesting. So I was talking about fantasy roleplaying and showed up in my market outfit. Complete with leather jerkin and dagger. Eh - having a dagger at your belt does miracles for self esteem.

And still my voice was way too high and breathless and the body language awkward. But - and that's the bright side of it - in both courses the other people were quite as awkward and breathless as me.

[Elyris]

Good morning

Meeeeeh - I don't wanna. -__-

I hope the pain will be short at least. I have no clue what to expect after all. Wish me luck.

(Also annoying in this case: The whole thing will go until 4:30 in the evening, whichi s quite late fo a friday in my eyes.)

[Elyris]

Morning - and I'm off to work.

[Kiyevanie]

Morning - checking in from my vacation home

How did that rethorik seminar go?

[Elyris]

hey Kiy

I hope your vacation is nice so far.

Let me say . .. : awkward.
The guy was just the kind of short, thin, mid-thirty, overenthusiastic 'motivationalist' I expected. we were few at leat. I had to make my presentation as the last (in the afternoon as we did a lot of 'games' in the morning). They said I should read Hörbücher because my voice is so nice and he said he felt nearly intimidated by me. In both cases : What the flying fck ?????? never heard first nor latter.
Besides this is was really cold in the room , so I was freezing the whole darn day.

[Elyris]

And morning again

I think I catched my moms cold.